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3.10.2011

One of those days…

Do you ever just have one of those days?

One of those days, when every article you see or blog post you read reminds you of what you aren’t?

Not pretty enough. Don’t have enough money. House isn’t cute enough.

I love myself, I really do. And I don’t necessarily like writing posts like this. But I guess it happens.

It’s my blog, about my life. This is my life.

I’m self-conscious.

I see blog posts about women who look beautiful, even in sweats and a T-shirt.

I take horrible pictures. I feel really…not beautiful today.

I see pictures of women my age, with gorgeous houses and lots of money.

I love my apartment, but its not my dream home. I’ll get there someday, I know. But I’m not there yet. And some women are. At 24. How does that work?

I go to blogs that have hundreds of followers and lots of comments. And I’m jealous.

Don’t judge.

Maybe getting out of bed and not feeling like a slob will make me feel better.

Maybe not.

Tomorrow will be better. Hopefully. It’s Friday.