I recently saw a post from Jess at Makeunder My Life that I really appreciated. After blogging for a little over a year and a half, I know that not all bloggers choose to show their real lives. When Jess decided to post about things she's afraid to tell her readers, it just made me love her even more. It proves that she is willing to put herself out there, a rarity in the blogging world. So, I'm taking a cue from her. Here are some secrets that I've been afraid to share with you.
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I'm afraid of the dark and of being home alone. I refuse to sleep by myself anywhere. If my husband is gone, I will stay with a friend. Even if he is home and working in the office, I have to keep the door open with the hall light on when I go to sleep.
I have two big fears about my health: that I will be unfairly considered a hypochondriac, and that I will grow old too quickly. I hate being sick. I hate being pathetic about it. And I hate feeling like this is how it will be my entire life.
I am in debt. Like, more than typical student loan debt. And I have no savings. That's terrifying.
Addiction runs in my family, and it scares me. I purposefully take days where I don't drink any alcohol just so I can prove to myself that I can.
I get annoyed easily, and sometimes let words get out before checking them. Definitely not something I'm proud of. I also get jealous easily, hurt easily, and angry easily.
I want to be the perfect housewife, but I hate cleaning. And, I'm terrible at it. Please don't ever drop by unannounced because it will cause me to have a panic attack. Seriously {just ask my friends}.
And if you’re interested, here are a few of my more personal posts:
{on life, lately}
{dressing down}
{my mission}
{25 facts}
{food, I likes it}